Anxiety Self Help

Moving movies that have deep, complex meaning behind them. I like Romantic movies that aren't completely cheesy, and movies that make me shed tears for good reasons. Oh, and funny movies that I can actually find some good humor in. They're hard to find these days. So if you spot out a good one, let me know ;)

The beatles, pink floyd, coldplay, RHCP, Lynyrd Skynyrd. I like a lot of rap, hip hop and R&B, too.

The perks of being a wallflower-Stephen Chbosky Speak- Laurie Halse Anderson, Go ask alice- anoynomous, Candy- Kevin Brookes, to kill a mockingbird- Harper Lee, The giver- Lois Lowry, Sickened- Julie Gregory, Prozac Nation- Elizabeth Wurtzel,Skin game- Caroline Kettlewell, Running with scissors-Augusten Burroughs

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"Grant me serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference; Living one day at a time, enjoying one moment at a time, accepting hardship as a pathway to peace. Taking this sinful world as it is, and not as I would have it. Trusting that you will make all things right if I surrender to your will, So that I may be reasonably happy in this life, and supremely happy with you forever in the next. Amen."


I see the world differently from anyone else.


My name is Lauren Gabrielle Sondag. I'm nineteen years young, with an optimistic soul and a heart entirely too big for my own good. I'm always up and ready for learning something new; My mind is consistently open to new ideas. Feel free to throw some at me and see what happens. I like interesting, out of the ordinary people. People who aren't afraid to be themselves; people who stand out among the rest. So far, I've only come across a few. I'm ready and willing to talk to anyone, no matter who they are. But honestly, I'm tired of people getting away with hurting me. I am who I am. I do me and let everyone else do them. I've learned that I don't need everyone to like me in order to live my life the way I want to, nor should I feel obligated to like anyone else. Truthfully, I don't feel like I owe anybody anything, and if you find that offensive; I'm not sorry. By far, the worst thing you can do is lie to me. My trust runs very thin, and I can promise you it will be difficult to gain back again, if at all. I live by the words: Carpe Diem, and I hold family close to my heart. I fall a lot; I fall hard, and fast. And I've been dealt some cards that I never really deserved in the first place, but I always lay them out on the table and play them the best I can anyway. I always get back up; brush myself off, always. I never say much, but the things I do say have true meaning to them. "The more you say, the less people will remember." Overall, I'm quiet and laid back, but I am not afraid to stand up for me. And I will, if I find it worthwhile. If I don't, it just means I don't give a f@ck enough to waste my time with it. I find myself searching for the reasons behind everything; asking alot of questions and rarely getting the answers that I'm looking for. I'm constantly challenging myself, seeking different notion and perspective. I think, rethink, analyze and reanalyze until I become paralyzed, allowing the pieces fall apart until they are no longer tamable. I lose myself often, but I always find my way back. This year, I've learned a lot. I've learned a hell of a lot in a hell of a short amount time, and honestly? I'm still waiting for the blood to rush back from my head. I'll let you know when I level out.


Panic Disorder.
Generalized Anxiety Disorder.





Despite my personal struggles, I remain stable. I'm full of hope, and I never give up. Not on myself, and especially not on others. If I am anything, I am strong. I hold twice my weight up on my shoulders and still attempt to reach to others and take some off of theirs. I trip, stumble, fall and am pushed down alot. I hit the ground without stopping. I hit it so hard and so fast It'd make your head spin. But I refuse to stay there. I refuse stay down. I always get back up, always. I know alot of people say this, but it's truth. Be it good or bad, flaws or faults...you won't find anyone quite like me. I'm here, so take me as I am. And I'll talk you for everything you are as well.

Photography, starbucks, & book stores make me smile. I've come to enjoy being under the influence of alcohol :)

Close minded and shallow minded people.

Hospitals also; big time. Everything about a hospital scares me. The needles, the hallways, the doctors, nurses, the rooms, the machines, everything. I've been hospitalized over thirteen times in my life.

Photography, psychology, sketching, reading, smoking, drinking, shopping, listening, being there, helping others,