Anxiety Self Help

DATE: Apr 22 2008, 5:11 am / MOOD: Fearful

Grrr..sick of stupid bitches and assholes, and crawlers, they make me ill!!

Got my hair cut on Saturday, the bloody bitch cut it into a mullet, seriously, its awful, and its got bits so short that I can't pull it back...how long does it take for hair to grow back?

Bitch at work, she is so two faced, everytime the phone rings once, she turns around and stares at me....for f@cks sake, turn around and do your own work, and don't look at me!!!

Then today, she didn't want to do the mail..so she turns around and gestures at me, oh can't she do it, oh, thats right, she doesn't have a licence....(I have a learners!!)

Then my mum is angry with me for no apparent reason...I was eating some cheese, so she says, stop eating all the cheese all the time, I actually only had one little bit, then I said, well stop eating chocolate, she said, don't be a rude bitch, I'm sick of your bad moods, you're such a nasty bitch, I'm sick of your bad behaviour, blah blah blah, over a piece of cheese.....five minutes later, I'm eating a rice cake, tells my Dad I'm a bitch, and I'm sent to my room like I'm five.

Oh and to top a great day off, I stupidly sent "Mr Coleslaw", current love of my life, who I think loves somenone else, a kiss on msn, oops, emotions ran away from me again...love him, but try not to show it...don't want to scare him...but when I see his picture, it awwwwwww, look at him.....beautiful inside and out

 

Just another crap day in the Squashedbread toaster of shame

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DATE: Apr 15 2008, 12:11 am / MOOD: Frustrated

AAAAAAHHHHHHHH

So bored, got bad bad stomach ache Sunday, trip to hospital, waiting, they were more interested in my shoes..oh look at that colour!!

Sent home to bed, been here two days, was supposed to be fun...no work, woooo, well people, you're wrong, its hell!!

How many episodes of Baywatch can I watch before Mitch Buchanan drives me nuts???

Hated work, but now want to go back, can't wait until tomorrow, I swear there is an imprint of my butt in the couch.

PJ's are no longer comfy, pig pattern hurts my eyes, do do the duck patterns.....goodbye kitty bathrobe, I don't even want to see you again.

Goodbye Ginger Ale, and dry rice cakes...Squashed Bread is heading back to work...if she survives the next 18 hours in housebound hell

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