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Okay, well, I am terrible at talking about myself, so I will tell you the basics, and if you want to know more, talk to me!! Well, I am a freshman in college. My favorite things to do are: play clarinet,write poetry, anything involving music, swim, work out (its a great stress reliever), and just, be happy. I have had Generalized Anxiety Disorder (GAD)for 7-8 years now. It used to be accompanied by Panic attacks, but I rarely experience those anymore. (Thank goodness!) And althought I haven't been diagnosed with it, I am sure I have some form of depression. At one point when my anxiety was at it's worse and I wasn't yet on any medication, I was agoraphobic. I also self-injured for 2 1/2 years. I am proud to say I have been SI free for around 1/2 a year. I take paxil but hope to one day be able to handle everything without medicaion. I also believe I have a few phobias. But don't we all. The only difference is if you have an anxiety disorder, it hits you harder. I am vegetarian. I love being in darkness, moonlight, photography, intellectual conversations, free-thinking people, etc. I can be friends with anyone, as long as you arent stuck on yourself, a liar, judgemental, ya know, the basic things that keep you from being a decent human being. I have a little sister named Emily, I love her to death. I am a very emotional person, but I find a good balance by spending time with the ones I love and trying to keep myself busy. I dont really hate anyone. Hah. I hope to someday play in a actual orchestra.

Poetry
Playing the clarinet
Photography
Final Fantasy
Vampires
Reading good books
Dark corners
Moonlight
Working out
Swimming
SLEEP!
People I can talk to openly

Mental Disorders

Close-minded people
Judge-mental people
Aluminum foil
Bright sunlight

Writing poetry, Playing the Clarinet, being random