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Female
24 years old
Rock Island, Tennessee
United States
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MY DETAILS
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MEMBER SINCE:
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Mar 03 2007, 11:42 pm |
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LAST LOGIN:
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Jun 04 2009, 2:18 pm |
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Music
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Gothic, Darkwave, EBM/TBM, Industrial, Electronica, Synthpop, Techno,
Post-punk, Deathrock, Dark Alternative, Dark Cabaret, Dark folk,Dark Ambient, Goth metal, Metal, Punk, Classical, Neo Classical...,
Aerosmith
Adam Lambert
Aerosmith
A.F.I.
A.J. Mclean
Alanis Morissette
Alice Cooper
Apocalyptica
Apoptygma Berzerk
Aaron Carter
Atomic Neon
Audioslave
Ayria
Avenged Sevenfold
The Backstreet Boys
Bauhaus
Beborn Beton
The Bee Gees
Billy Idol
The Birthday Massacre
Black Sabbath
Brian Littrell
Chris Daughtry
Cinema Strange
Claire Voyant
Clay Aiken
Coldplay
Creed
The Cruxshadows
The Cure
Daisy De La Hoya
David Archuleta
David Bowie
Depeche Mode
Disturbed
3 Doors Down
Dream Theater
Evanescence
Everlast
Finger Eleven
Fields of Nephilim
Foriegner
Flyleaf
Fuel
Genesis
Godhead
Godsmack
Green Day
Guns N' Roses
Heart
Hilary Duff
Howie Dorough
Imperative Reaction
Incubus
INXS
Jack off Jill
Joy Division
Journey
Judas Priest
Kerli
Kevin Richardson
KMFDM
Korn
Lacuna Coil
Lamb of God
The Last Dance
Lindsay Lohan
Linkin Park
London After Midnight
L.O.T.R. Soundtracks
Marilyn Manson
Maroon 5
Micheal Jackson
Mudvayne
Muse
Neuroticfish
Nick Carter
Nightwish
Nine Inch Nails
Only Now Existing
Otep
Ozzy Ozbourne
Pantera
Papa Roach
Paramore
Peter Murphy
Placebo
P.O.D.
Porcelain and The Tramps
Poison
Plumb
Puddle Of Mudd
Queen
Queen Of The Damned
The Rasmus
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Robert Pattinson
Savage Garden
Seraphim Shock
The Sisters of Mercy
Smash Mouth
The Spice Girls
Stevie Wonder
Switchblade Symphony
System of a Down
Tactical Sekt
Tapping The Vein
Trapt
The Used
Three Doors Down
Van Halen
Velvet Revolver
VNV Nation
Voltaire
Yanni
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Books
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Go Ask Alice
Charlie and The Chocolate Factory
Cut
Twilight
New Moon
Eclipse
The Bell Jar
Breaking Dawn
Thicker Than Water by Carla Joblinski
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About Yourself
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I have had Generalized Anxiety Disorder (GAD) and depression for 7-8 years now. It used to be accompanied by Panic attacks, but those happen extremely less now.At one point when my anxiety was at it's worst and I wasn't yet on any medication, I was agoraphobic. I also self-injured for 3-4 years. I am proud to say I have been SI free for around a year and 1/2 now. Of course the urge still happens but I know better than to give in. I take Effexor XR but hope to one day be able to handle everything without medicaion. I can be friends with anyone, as long as you arent stuck on yourself, a liar, judgemental, ya know, the basic things that keep you from being a decent human being. I have a little sister named Emily, I love her to death. I am a very emotional person. I suppose that will always be my biggest weakness.
About 3 years ago I had a fall on school bus steps and deeply bruised muscle in my low back. I went to physical therapy and all was well until about a year ago. My whole back started hurting. It got so bad I was missing school and work. The only thing we were able to figure out was it may have been stress. So ive been battling chronic back pain for about a year. It is finally getting a lot beter but somewhere along the way my shoulders and neck started hurting too and they are not improving. I recently went to my rahab doctor and she believes I have Cervical Dystonia. This is a conditional triggered by the brain that causes the muscles in your head and neck to unvoluntarily tighten and stretch. Those are my current symptoms but it can get much worse and I hope I am able to prevent that. This is my biggest source of anxiety right now. I would love to talk to anyone that has or knows about this condition.
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Likes
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Music of many forms
playing clarinet
poetry
marching band
dancing
working out
making hair falls
video gaming
-RPG's are my fav.
Lindsay Lohan ~Love Her!~
horror movies
cemeteries
darkness
castles
old abandoned buildings
photography
sexuality
reading good books
platform boots
dread falls
corsets
body modification
being strange
being random
being happy
dark corners
moonlight
wolves
vampires
rain & thunder-storms
sculls
vegetarianism
researching demonic possession
researching the supernatural
researching mental disorders
researching murder cases
researching the paranormal
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Dislikes
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Mental Disorders
Close-minded people
Judge-mental people
Aluminum foil
Bright sunlight
Back, neck, and shoulder pain
Not being as thin as I would like
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Hobbies
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Writing poetry
Playing Clarinet
Waisting time online
Exercising
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MY FRIENDS
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soveryfragile has 13 friend(s)
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