Anxiety

Well it is Tuesday.Just a normal day until i realized in 2 weeks i have to drop 1mg of diazepam(valium).I have to wait until i have seen my psychiatrist before i do.Needles to say it is caused me a little trepidation.I used to be on 16mg but i'm down to 2mg so not far to go.

Every time i drop i know it will mess me up for 10 weeks.Constant anxiety and panic attacks every day.It will be hell but i know it's got to be done.Saying it has to be done still doesn't take away the fear of what is to come.It is really my own fault that i'm in this position because i knew how addictive it is are when i started on it.They havn't even done anything for me in years so all i'm doing is feeding the addiction.

Still,only 2 more drops and i will be free of this drug.

My Comments From: tutik Sep 01 2008, 11:58 pm Hai prism i only want u to not give up on getting better to yourself.we will always support u and we also know how is it the feeling.Got bad and got good.And never be scared to yourself be confident that u will get better soon. From: steven Apr 05 2008, 11:34 am how as your weekend been so far mine not to bad keep takeing the walks to shop some times easy some times hard but i try about 4/5 times a day i no i must  steven From: DizzyGirl Mar 18 2008, 5:39 am 'Still,only 2 more drops and i will be free of this drug.' Thats a good sentiment to keep in your mind through what you know will be a tough time. Stay positive and kick diazepams ass into touch!!!