Anxiety

DATE: Jun 20 2008, 6:13 am / MOOD: Happy

I just want to say thankyou to everyone that said happy birthday to me. I really appreciated it and it made me happy to know so many of you took time out to write to me and wish me well.

Thankyou all again.

Michael

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DATE: Mar 18 2008, 4:54 am / MOOD: Other

Well it is Tuesday.Just a normal day until i realized in 2 weeks i have to drop 1mg of diazepam(valium).I have to wait until i have seen my psychiatrist before i do.Needles to say it is caused me a little trepidation.I used to be on 16mg but i'm down to 2mg so not far to go.

Every time i drop i know it will mess me up for 10 weeks.Constant anxiety and panic attacks every day.It will be hell but i know it's got to be done.Saying it has to be done still doesn't take away the fear of what is to come.It is really my own fault that i'm in this position because i knew how addictive it is are when i started on it.They havn't even done anything for me in years so all i'm doing is feeding the addiction.

Still,only 2 more drops and i will be free of this drug.

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