Suffer depression which is usually brought on by anxiety.
Several suicide attempts which people call a cry for help but I still view them as serious attempts to end the pain.
Recent months have been good and problems well maintained. Medication is a big help for me.
The grey skies of life camouflage what started to be a good day.
You feel misunderstood and find no solace, you're full of dismay.
The constant chatter around may be high on the decibel count
But the words they are saying, well you might as well discount
You've bared your soul and let your emotions run free
And to what damn result, there's no good that you can see
The computer screen sends out its bright electrical light
All that runs through your mind is a whole load of trite.
At the clock on the shelf do your eyes just stare?
As the hands sweep so slowly your life you despair
A push of the button and the monitor's shine fades away
You trudge up the stairs and think what a crap f@cking day
Laid in bed but no sleep, the mind it won't clear
All that keeps rebounding it's the next dawn that you fear
You fall, if you can call it that, into a shallow sleep
The restless body throws the bed sheets into a heap.
Awakened by the sun as it rises from the east
Another 24 hours and will probably be a beast
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