Non_compliance             
 
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non_compliance Male
40 years old
Felixstowe,
United Kingdom

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Job: Student
Smoke: No
Drink: Socially
Religion: Christian
Orientation: Straight
Dating status: Single
MEMBER SINCE: Jul 07 2008, 6:13 am
STAR SIGN: Aries
LAST LOGIN: Aug 31 2008, 1:09 am

Desperately Seeking Susan is one of my favorite movies due to my being an 80s babe (well..sort of an 80s teenager!)
I recieved the dvd - which I'd always promiced I'd buy one day- from a friend and must admit to watching it when I am feeling down sometimes. I will sit there, Pepsi Max and Fudge Ice-cream and chill out and take my self back to the 80s.

I love live or / and accoustic music, but in particualr my favorite song ever are:

Antony & the Johnsons - "If It Be Your Will"
Freeze - AEIOU
Imagination - Flashback (198?)
Yazoo - Only You / Nobodys Diary (198?)
Little Texas - "What Might Have Been" (198?)
Crash-season-remedy - "waiting" (2007?)

....I like various bands such as...

Babyshambles
Tin Hat Trio
Fleetwood Mac (I LOVE Stevie Nicks Voice!!!!)
Les Rita Mitsouko
Duran Duran
Sparks
Wilson Philips

...and lots of other various artists.

I will fill this in later. But I loved Girl Interupted!!

I also really enjoyed reading the bell and the butterfly a while back. It was a present from a good friend at a time when I was really down. It picked me up more than I can say.

At the moment I am trying to get to the end of 'Mapping The Mind' by Rita Carter, along with another

Jul 16 2008, 10:52 pm

CHRISTIANITY ANXIETY



...where to start?

Well, I am a single parent and I live with my five year old daughter in East Anglia, United Kingdom. My little girl is the light of my life and together we have been through a lot.
I am currently nearing the end of my degree course in digital media. Its been a hard road all the way a long but I am nearly there. I want to work with children with special needs. I have and have as long as I can remember, suffered with SA [Social - Anxiety and depression] and have good days and bad. I find social situations/contact very difficult when things are hard as I have a low self esteme and thats the worst of it. I am trying hard to be the best I can in this life no matter what. We recently moved into a new house and its wonderful. I will have my BA in Digital Media by Christmas [God Willing] and will be over the moon as I have fought my illness every step of the way throughout my study and have never given up no matter what.Even reaching the door to the classroom at times been so difficult owing to my illness, low self esteem that theres been times in the past when I'd want to run and hide and just quit.

As far as relationships go, I want so much to fall in love again and can only hope one day someone somewhere will cross paths.

Thats about all I have time to put.
I have an online college portfolio at www nicholasendean com
Its where I place my college work such as all my assignments,my dissertation, my BLOG, my photos etc. So if anyone reading this has the time spare please feel free to stop by if you want to see what I am about. I love modern art and especially Urban and Street art. I am always taking snap shots of various Street Arts such as paste ups,Stencils and one off general pieces.

Nick. x

Writing,playing and creating music in my home studio & singing.I enjoy reading when time is on my side. I love reading auto-biogs.Its really cool when we are able to gain inspiration and strenght from the lives of others.The passing of life knowledge is one seriously neat gift.

People who are not honest and rudeness.

Writing music, piano playing, Keyboard and drum programming.

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Jul 31 2008, 12:15 am
Thanks for the friends request. Have a nice weekend.
Don

dancingtallman


Jul 29 2008, 11:56 pm
By the way, that new love will come along at the right time. Just don't rush it, Get your anxiety in better control, get back into life where you will be meet lots of ladies and life will take care of itself. You never know where she will come from, but she is there.

As to the anxiety there are some good support groups doing CBT in the UK. I don't know if any of them are close enough to you to make it practical, but it is worth checking out. Several of them are mentioned at the social anxiety institute web site I mention below. If you have problems finding them, let me know and I will look. I haven't been there for a while.

dancingtallman


Jul 29 2008, 11:49 pm
You have a very impressive site and a wonderful story to tell. There is a lot in your life for you to be proud of starting with that beautiful daughter of yours. I look forward to hearing of your days going forward as I think you have a great future and there will be some lucky kids in it with a great teacher. I know your daughter is proud of what you have accomplished even if you have problems feeling that way. Some day soon, you will also be proud.

Go to socialanxietyinstitute.org and read Dr. Richards story about his days as a teacher for inspiration and probably some trepidation.

Have you tried just copying and pasting your website info onto your blog? That has always worked for me.

Good luck and enjoy anxietytribe,
Don


dancingtallman


Jul 18 2008, 9:33 pm
Thanks for your blog comment! I just read your "About Yourself" and you sound like a really cool guy.

Serenityhope


From: p1lky
Jul 17 2008, 1:28 am
You ramble all you like i will listen. pleased you like my music list. I stumbled accidently accross "He's alive". one of the best accidents i have ever had

p1lky