Dec 16 2007, 12:08 am / Disappointed
I'm not feeling well. Today is the first day of my Christmas break from school and it has been a nice day until the last few hours I've just gotten depressed for some reason. There are four weeks of the break until school starts and it's just going to be me stuck in my house by myself the whole time pretty much. And the person who said she wanted to hang out over Christmas break, she sent me a message which was nice but it was about having a nice break, I think she changed her mind about wanting to hang out with me. And I'm still uncomfortable about the person I met last week about starting a collective in the area, I don't think she likes me and will probably not want to continue doing it. And I was going to get a little drunk tonight and have fun but I know I would just end up being more depressed so I'm not doing that. Maybe I'll feel better tomorrow. 
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