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Dec 16 2007, 12:08 am / Disappointed

I'm not feeling well. Today is the first day of my Christmas break from school and it has been a nice day until the last few hours I've just gotten depressed for some reason. There are four weeks of the break until school starts and it's just going to be me stuck in my house by myself the whole time pretty much. And the person who said she wanted to hang out over Christmas break, she sent me a message which was nice but it was about having a nice break, I think she changed her mind about wanting to hang out with me. And I'm still uncomfortable about the person I met last week about starting a collective in the area, I don't think she likes me and will probably not want to continue doing it. 

And I was going to get a little drunk tonight and have fun but I know I would just end up being more depressed so I'm not doing that.

Maybe I'll feel better tomorrow.  

sad

  



My Comments

Dec 16 2007, 6:26 am

Hang in there buddy I know far to well being rejected by someone whom you like.  I'm going through the same exact thing as you.  I'm on break from school and I'm on here depressed and lonely as usual you know.  Maybe your depression is a little of burn out to since you just got off school for break.  You probably need some rest for a few days and you'll be back to feelin better.  Trust me your gonna be o.k.  If you weren't god would've done got you out of here my friend.  Take care and I'm here everyday if you need somebody to talk with.

Eric



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