Nov 13 2007, 10:59 pm / Lonely
I'm tired of bothering with people. I think I would rather have it like how it was before the last year or so when no one said a word to me and I didn't have to deal with meeting new people and them being friendly just for a really short time until they change their mind about me and don't like me.
And there really is no reason to bother with people since even when you do become really good friends with someone and hang out every single day and stuff, and they just drop you too. It's just as bad when it's someone you were seeing for a while but they just couldn't tolerate your anxiety problems and totally ignore them and loathe you.