Anxiety

Today I am so S I C K. Not like mentally, but physically. My throat hurts and I am COMPLETELY congested. Im MISERABLE. As for mentally sick, I'm doing pretty well. This cold is preoccupying my anxiety, and plus I've just been in bed sleeping all day, which helps the social anxiety.

I saw my counselor today. When I woke up it was too bright, I had a congested headahe, but I still wanted to go...so I did. I talked a lot. Talked about my brother and sister-in-law and how much they dont like me. We talked about talking, how I'm all over the place, but learned not to babble about one thing. I learned how to use facial gestures as cues. He says K U D O S for me.

Going to Florida this weekend. Tomorrow late-afternoon actually. First we're going to J-ville, home sweet second home. Then its off to Interlachen to return my uncles car. My mother is staying in Jax for the week, because we have to pick up my grandfather for next weekend anyway. So I get to drive my car all the way to Florida, alone. Anxiety! But excited.

My Comments From: cj Jun 15 2007, 1:42 am [grandma] drink lots of fluids [/grandma] Get well soon!!!!  From: CeruleanKisses Jun 14 2007, 8:02 pm I hope you feel better for your trip tomorrow!