Anxiety

I feel pretty good riht now. Considering I haven't taken my ADHD meds in a week and a half and quit caffeine (which calms me down) I'm pretty uppedy. Hah, uppedy.

Anyway, I saw my counselor on friday. friday? or thursday. whichever. I had a narcoleptic attack again. I hate when those happen in his office. Its hard to pay attention to him, and be there for the reasons why I'm there.

I see my psychiatrist at the end of june. he might switch me from provigil to adderall. i never had adderall, only concerta and proviil. so well see about that when it comes. and he might take me off wellbutrin. because it looks like im having seizures (simple partials), and wellbutrin could be contributing to that.

At my appt. in end of june im asking about learning disorders. because i fit the discalculalia profile to a T, and might have dysgraphia because of disorganized in schizophrenia. the dysgraphis is no bi thing. i just need to take a tape recorder to class instead of witing my notes...that i can never read. but discalculalia would explain me perfectly, and ANYTHING that could help me learn how to read a clock, read a tape measure/ruler and remember my multiplication tables, and number sequences would be perfect!

but passed that...i forgot.

and thats what i said, so...shut up.