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Jul 30 2012, 2:04 am / Curious

I find it hard to handle daily activities. I know Im not alone but still have a hard time believing everything is in my head. I just want to know how to cope. I live everyday afraid that something is going to happen to me. I fear heart problems,even after several tests. I just keep wanting a new doctor. So far Ive seen 4 and about 25 trips to 3 different er all which tell me the same thing. I just keep telling myself there not running enough test to find the problem. Now after all the attacks I have gerds.. So that just adds to the pain. I live with on a daily basis I have chest pain,numbness and tingling in my hands feet and lips, shortness of breath,trembling and shaking,lightheadedess and faint feelimg(almost like being on a boat). Due to the gerds I have had to go on a cardboard diet. Not able to eat anything with out severe pain on my chest and stomache. Nothing helps get rid of the pain so then I cant get rid of the anxiety and the fear.

My Comments

From: jenason
Sep 27 2012, 7:17 am
Thanks for the friend request. I can tell you that there are ways to live with it and control it, even though at times it doesn't seem like there is hope and some days are so much harder than others. I have been to a couple of doctors too, yet they don't seem to get it. I just keep getting pills thrown at me that always make it worse instead of better. But I have been seeing a counselor and that has been a huge help. You are not alone in this, but trust me, I know it seems like it at times. You are stronger than you think. If you ever need to talk or chat I check in quite a bit and get emails to my phone. Take care!

jenason


From: mistyschanfish
Jul 31 2012, 8:27 pm
Thank you. I am very new to the anxiety and this site. Im still in denial thinking the drs just havnt run the right test. Still want to find a new dr even after seeing several. Not sure about everything on this site yet but Ill figure it out. Does the pain and dizzy ever stop? :’(

mistyschanfish


From: FLORIDA
Jul 31 2012, 5:02 am
Interesting blog. Is there life after anxiety? I don't know about that one since i have never meet anyone who has gotten rid of their anxiety but there certainly is life with anxiety.

You seem realativly new to all of this but in time after being around other members you will see a big change. Sometimes just knowing that you are not alone is a huge help.

FLORIDA