Artists - Radiohead, Nine Inch Nails, Eels, Porcupine Tree, The Cure, Deftones, Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds, Portishead, The Presets, The Smashing Pumpkins, The Dears, Elliot Smith, Ben Folds, PJ Harvey, Nirvana, The Foo Fighters, Ladyhawk, Wintersleep, Editors, La Roux, Bat for Lashes, Interpol, Jeff Buckley, Wild Beasts, The xx, Steven Wilson, How To Destroy Angels, Crystal Castles, Arcade Fire, etc.
Books
Authors - Stephen King, Iain M Banks, Peter F Hamilton, Alastair Reynolds, Cormac McCarthy.
Hey, my name's Jonathan and I come from a town just south of Birmingham called Redditch. I'm a unique, quirky, geeky, gothy, eccentric type of person. I'm friendly, open-minded, witty and a loyal caring friend once you get to know me. :-)
I like listening to music (alternative rock mostly) watching movies and television (horror, sci-fi, comedy, etc) playing video games, walks in the countryside with my two dogs, swimming, socialising, going to gigs and lots more. :-)
I'm a very shy, anxious person but once I get to know someone I can open up to them and express my unique personality fully. :-)
I suffer from both anxiety and depression, which both have a negative effect on my life, but I do my very best to live life to the full and make the most of things despite my issues. :-)
I don't work presently due to my depression and anxiety, but I do volunteer at a day centre run by a national mental health charity helping with refreshments, activities, talking to service users, etc, and I also volunteer for a local charity helping recycle and refurbish old computers.
I'm hoping to meet new accepting, open-minded, supportive friends with similar interests and issues and also I'd like to meet someone special too. :-) xxx
If you wish to know me better, get in touch and we can have a chat, I use MSN a lot so ask me for my address if you like. :-)
Likes
Kindness, love, understanding, friendship, Rosie and Perdy (the family dogs), nature, cute animals, time alone, time with friends, books, gaming, hugs and kisses, happiness, hope, dreams, comedy, horror, science fiction, fantasy, goth culture, cross dressing.
Dislikes
Cold heartedness, thoughtlessness, selfishness, small mindedness, bigotry, cruelty, loneliness, depression, anxiety, OCD, religion, war, suffering, corruption.
Hobbies
Computer games, movies, television, music, reading, pondering the purpose of my very existence.
yes i love horror films, i hav the horror channel on everynight, but the films these days r crappy,apart from the japanese ones, but i yet to challege them to make one, that wil scare me, as far as good films go, for its time, i think the excorcist was possibly pretty good, but now, who knows lol, wat about u?
hey jon, i hope u dont mind me calling u that,my days not been to bad, i hope yors is all good too, the way u explained things to me that u do, is freaken awesome, its others who hav the problem,but cant say i do anything like that anymor, but i do only like to wear black lol,yes im into spooky things and really love anything to do wiv the paranormal, my family all think im weird becos of that lol, but that just me i guess!
hey hun, thx for message, im good thx, how r u? must admit gothic was sumthing i was into, right from bein a little girl, hanging out in cemetarys,ooooops u prob think me weirdo now lol,anyways thx for compliment about the goth pics,spk soon and tc.xxx
Hello :) The skydiving adventure was awesome thanks. It was a great feeling to go and do something I really wanted to do... go out to Cslifornia, travel a bit, meet new people and learn to freefall at one of the best dropzones in the world!! It's something I couldn't have done even a year ago so it just proves to me how much I'm moving forward. It's something I'll never forget. I've always been afraid to 'think big' because I never believed I could really do the things I wanted, because of my anxiety... but I'm learning that I can do anything I want. I can't control my feelings but I can control my actions, and it's much more fulfilling to act on the things you value, instead of trying to avoid certain emotions.
I did break my ankle on the second to last day though lol. But hey, it was all part of the experience (I've never broken a bone before) and it meant I got a free upgrade to business class on the flight home :P
How are you doing? Hope you're well. Actually I just read your blog. I'm sorry about that, but I'm sure if you keep remembering how much you have to offer to a relationship you will find that special someone. You seem like a really nice, interesting guy.
Thats a fast reply:)
Thank you. You are very friendly.
I believe you have accounts on DT and OCDT too just like I do.
It's pleased to hear that you are feeling better day by day. I wish things would start to be better on myself too.
-Kim
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