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Dec 06 2006, 9:22 am / Other

I feel like I  have too many ups and downs. I was feeling very assertive and confident a few days ago. (I love that feeling) I called a few people and didn't get stressed (I feel a little hyper in this mode) like I made all those calls within a hour. Then yesterday and today I feel down. I feel like my reality is really skewed. I feel like I don't  have any confidence. I don't even want to go to the grocery store (I will feel like everyone is looking at me) And I know that is an utterly stupid thought. Like anyone gives a hoot. If I had gone to the grocery store a few days ago i probably would have smiled said hello to people. What is the difference in a few days? I just don't get it. I even feel like my husband is more distant during these times. Am I going crazy???????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!