Anxiety

After much deliberation and anxiety, I told my fiance I would go with him to California to see his family in June. EEK. He really wanted me to go & I didn't want to disappoint him. Plus I've never been to California & always wanted to go, I'm so excited about that part! I just have all those millions of worries about things that probably won't be that bad & a lot of little dumb things. Hopefully it will be alright. My cousin was supposed to come visit from Virginia today. But due to bad weather & cancellations now she can't come. I was so disappointed, I haven't seen her in months & months, I miss her a lot. Oh well. I just found out my brother got engaged, it's only been about a month since I got engaged myself. weird ha. I guess that's pretty much all thats going on...glad to be on spring break! 

My Comments From: Foreverchanging Mar 20 2008, 8:41 am i know that anxiety producing... but look at it this way. even tho you are far away from home.. Theres always helps around if you need it. exspecially in CA. Anywhere really, there is no need to worry. just take your time... breathe deep and know that just because you might have a chance at a panic attack, they will not hurt you.  soak the sun and the beach! good luck. I was wondering how you were doing. You have been on  my mind alot lately. Hows the wedding plans? From: p1lky Mar 20 2008, 3:55 am When you go to California make sure you have internet access there, that way we can allcome with you