May 22 2011, 2:19 am / Other
So this girl I know at work is wanting to more about me and so we have shared enough to know that I have anxieties and she has depression. I guess it’s cool but I don’t want that to be the only thing we can talk about but I guess it’s a start. There’s a few people I’m sure that would like to get to know me better but I keep my distance.
Anxiety season must be in because I’m having lots of it. I spent most of the day dizzy and another part of it trying to remember the school text I read and keep reading over again in hopes of figuring it out. I may just work on school and sleep most of the day tomorrow in hopes of sleeping off my worries. At times I would wonder if having a gf who was like me would help since we both can just sleep the day off. It’s like having a work-out buddy or something to that nature. Someone who just gets you. I do have one of those but she has two kids that are insane most of the time so quiet time is not an option ninety percent of the time for her, which I feel for her at times. Just thankful I guess of what I have and glad for people that do care about me, which are friends more so than family. Thanks to everyone here as well since you all seem to get one another including me. I wished we all could get rid of our struggles and just be normal. Well, just jabbing my jaw since it’s late.