Anxiety Self Help

hiey guys

i feel so so sad i feel like icant depend on anyone and i have no one to talk to, i feel so scared cos i feel like i dont knwo whats going on or if im getting worse or better and i dont wanna go on and on about my problems here cos im afraid everyone wil think im annoying or freaky cos people have said that before andi dont really know whether i should trust myself or not cos i did that before and it completely backfired and a lot of people were really mean to me so i don t know whether i should take a chance and trust myself or others anymroe cos i really cant handle it if it happens again and i get so paranoid and selfconscious and insecure bout everything now cos i had a bad weekend last week and it made my week hell and i felt like i was falling apart and there was nothing i or anyone else could do to stop it or make me feel better especially since i find it so hard t otrust people and i just dont know whether i should jsut trust myself and do everything anyway i went to the shop today and my voice was so quiet ok that sounds so weird and i know its not a big deal but i feel like i f i cant do small things i defo wont be able to do big things. oh yeah i had a rly big fight with my 'friends' who apparantely werent my friends, and i had to do a presentation to seven people afterwards so prob wasnt a good mixture along with my own paranoia and stuff

k ill stop now

HB x

My Comments From: hannahbanana Apr 16 2012, 4:52 am thanks for the comments guys x From: bonita2243 Apr 15 2012, 4:51 pm its going to be ok please trust and beliebe that leave all the negativity behind you and foguc on the positive . From: FLORIDA Apr 15 2012, 4:24 pm Hey its ok. Always remember everyone of us is on this site for a reason except the Spamers.LOL Actually even the spammers must have a reason to keep choosing this site to bombard us with their junk. We all know exactly how you feel. The only reason many of us don't always blog is because we delete it before we get to hit the submit button but trust me we all are going through similar battles. Oh and if you ever need people to talk to just use the instant messaging system on the lower bar of the screen. Also about the tiny voice. I use to have that problem and i improved it by buying a mic and doing voice chats with other members. Doing that works really really fast. From: nyjetfan Apr 15 2012, 3:05 pm keep pushing foward you should be proud of the fact that you keep trying ,concentrate on the small things and bigger and better things will come your way.