Sounds like your marijuana might have been mixed, "laced" soaked in or something, before it was dried to be rollled and smoked. And/or your body may have had a predisposition for reacting to chemical substances, like alcoholics, obesity, other things. That once taken, indulged in your body is never the same as it used to be. The only thing I can think of is stay away from it, alcohol, and any other drugs not prescribed to you and ALWAYS be open with your doctor re: how well or not a prescription is working, affecting you. Therapy can't hurt; it lets you talk about these "weird" feelings, maybe distract you from that focus so much, thereby, hopefully you can come to not feel it anymore. As long as you focus on it, have nothing else to do to get your mind creatively on something else.
Aman goes down a street, walks a ways, falls in a hole. The next day he walks down the street again, and again, falls in the hole. The next day, he sets out for the road again. This time he notices there is another road. He goes down that road, and doesn't fall into a hole.
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