I really hate having anxiety its been with me since I turned 18. Over the years its been fine but sometimes it goes from fine to good to even bad and worse. I think as of lately I'm in the worse zone.
I've got a lot on my plate my EX-Boyfriend contacted me saying a rude remark to me online "LOL see you in hell" and since then I've done nothing but cry and think about him and I and how much I miss and still love and care for him. But everyone around me keeps telling me to forget about him and how he's not worth it.
I am and have tried moving on I've joined various dating sites online and gotten good and bad results from it but lately a lot of bad has came up and it's been upsetting me a lot. Grown men and women have done nothing but pick on me when it comes to those sites calling me names to claming that I am a transgender women.
When I am not and never will or ever have been. I was born and raised as a girl. But it seems that no matter how I dress or look these people still come at me with these harsh remarks and it hurts. I've had a lot of people since childhood pick on me and to this day it still happens to me and I'm almost 25 in a few more months.
Beisdes those things another issue thats been troubling me is that my parents and yes I live at home, my parents and I plan to get a new dog probably a miniature weenie dog so I can get out more and ya know have someone to be my friend. Since I don't have any human friends to hang out with.
But even looking for a dog is stressing me out to the max. I just got so much on my plate right now it's driving me insane and I don't know what to do about it.
