I feel so miserable, I hate my self .Aim just tried of everything. I had anxiety for 10ys now. My anxiety level is just been like a roller coaster. It was mild for awhile I was even looking forward to go out of town and, that what I most fear with my anxiety. I was able to drive around with my kids I felt OK just as long as I had a car to get away when I would have anxiety attack. But now I can even do that well at least not alone anymore. I feel like 2007/2008 I just went down hill from there. In a bad depression where I don't feel like going anywhere or simply doing my hair to feel good about myself. I just in my house 24/7. I feel bad for my 1yr old because when she goes outside she get all happy. I feel so useless I felt like I just gave up am so tried of it all. I just want my life back how it use to be without these feelings this anxiety.
