'If you're going through hell, keep going.'--Winston Churchill ; Someday, I will free us all....from our minds. 1For everyone on here...you are my friends, you are my allies, you are my brothers and sisters in the war against anxiety that we are pepetually fighting. And that's how I think of everyone on here..
gomizzou Male
39 years old
St. Louis, Missouri
United States

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Job: Looking for work
Smoke: No
Drink: Socially
Religion: Jewish
Orientation: Straight
Dating status: Single
MEMBER SINCE: Apr 23 2012, 2:47 am
LAST LOGIN: May 21 2016, 4:07 am

Star Wars, Almost Famous, Amelie, Divided we Fall, The Virgin Suicides, Schindler's List, School Ties, The Pianist, Raising Arizona, Oh Brother where Are Thou, Jaws, Rocky, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Batman, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Slap Shot, The Muppets, Everything is Illuminated, Kicking & Screaming...just to name a few.

Supertramp, R.E.M., Roger Hodgson, Billy Joel, The Cars, Chicago, Rarebird, Pink Floyd, Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers, The Beach Boys, The Moody Blues. The Eagles, Queen, Van Halen, many movie soundtracks--including just about anything from Danny Elfman(Batman, The Nightmare Before Christmas, etc).

Christine, The Hunger Games, Catcher in the Rye, Fatherland, Misery, Silence of the Lambs, Front of the Class, Shoeless Joe, Ball Four

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Jan 03 2013, 11:03 am

I have been battling bouts of depression/panic attacks off and on for...far too many years now. This particular bout that I have been battling for 3 years now has been the worst out of all of them, bad enough to land me in the hospital several times and to cause me to lose my job, among other things. It has been hellish and horrific, as I'm sure just about anyone on here who reads this can relate to. There are times where it feels like I might be on the verge of getting better...only to relapse.

Sports(Go Cardinals! Go Blues! GO Rams!, but most importantly...Go Missouri Tigers!), movies, friends who stand by you through the worst of times, when the wind blows through you as if it's getting to the root of your soul and revitalizing it, those precious rare times where I'm not consumed with self-awareness, the company of good friends.

Depression(naturally), panic attacks(naturally), close-minded people, a certain political party(hey, those last two kind of go hand-in-hand!)..eh, I'll refrain from saying name of said political party for now--not ready to potentially anger people on here just yet. :)...funerals, urinary-tract infections, roaches, etc.

skiing, rollerblading, walks/jogging in the park by the lake, tennis, softball, reading, writing in my journal and/or blogs,

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From: timsa
Apr 16 2014, 6:42 am


From: timsa
Apr 08 2014, 1:23 pm
hey Todd, what's up buddy?


From: yudith
Aug 07 2013, 4:33 pm
Thank you for accepting my friend request ;)
You can also talk to me at any time. Im always here to listen.


Jun 24 2013, 3:06 pm
Thank you! I did have a good birthday!! :)


May 08 2013, 1:46 am
Had not been online for quite a while, but noticed you had left me a post way back in october :) thought I should write back and say hi, and same goes for you if you ever want to talk I willl be here (going to try to check online here more often) :) hope all is going well!