I am a guy I finished collage from a few years
I was suffering from social phobia my whole life
In collage were my worst days, I got depressed because of my friends judgmental action although I was nice to them so I left all my friends and ended about two and half years lonely with no friends
After finishing collage my anxiety prevented me from having a job so I work now a private non profitable work
My family isn't supportive for me except in the last year they became a little bit supportive
In the last two years I worked on my self esteem and I am trying to accept myself and my life as it is and it worked a lot and now I feel I am better from before
I like to have friends from other countries because most of them are free and open minded and they are not judgmental
I have a question in my head
Why can't I say what I think of
I do think I want to say something
The problem is I don't know what is it
