Anxiety

muriels wedding, gia, scarface, barbarella

postal service, hotchip, harmar superstar, oasis, madonna, rage nagainst the machine, jamiroquai

high society, series of unfortunate events,

i'm not really sure what im going through at the moment i know that one day i can be as high as a kite and others im a scared mess that thinks noone likes her and i have no friends. i think i have social phobia as i think people are always looking at me, judging me and even when someone is being nice i am analysing what i say and do and feel like im telling a lie.... its mad!! on the outside people think im confident outgoing... when really i get nervous even when i see the neighbours!! its ridiculous haha i feel inferior in ways and get depressed very easily. i feel trapped in my own world and own head and wish to break free but i don't kno wwhat is stopping me. does anyone suffer with racing thoughts?? where theyre trying to do something but everything reminds them of something in the past or something someone said?? my concentration levels are dia and basically im in a mess and looking for a diagnosis ..... hmmm any ideas

writing,painting,individual fashion, poetry

pressure, organisation, unloving people