Anxiety

~*~ sid & nancy - the others - niagara niagara - scarface - less than zero - contact - fight club - amelie - leaving las vegas - the heart is deceitful above all things ~ fightclub ~ american beauty - run lola run - reservoir dogs - requiem for a dream - casino ~*~

~*~ cUrE - siouxsie & the banshees - jesus & mary chain - old motley crue - social distortion - concrete blonde - bowie - mazzy star - sisters of mercy - velvet revolver - mother love bone - eminem - hanoi rocks - dashboard confessional - old ac/dc - doors - fiona apple - old metallica - no doubt - smashing pumpkins -guns n' roses - love & rockets - the cult - gwen stefani - sex pistols - nine inch nails - cranberries - new order - l.a. guns - old ozzy -red hot chili peppers ~*~

~*~ and i don't want to live this life - voyages into the unknown - far journeys - scar tissue - wonderland avenue - visits from the afterlife - rock bottom - prozac nation - take another little piece of my heart - more, now, again - angels dance & angels die - riders on the storm - into the wild ~*~

~*~ originally from hawaii ... currently living in colorado ... in between i have lived in los angeles, las vegas, seattle, phoenix & florida.

i have suffered from depression & social anxiety for as long as i can remember. i am able to force myself to get out there & do things (the day to day stuff that "normal" people can do without stressing about) but some days are more difficult than others.~*~

~*~candles - animals - coincidences - the moon & stars - chocolate martinis - stargazer lilies - handbags - tattoos - body piercing - haunted houses - rainy days - lip gloss - orchids - art - white chocolate mochas - dining out at nice restaurants - lush - shoes- hot stone massages ~*~

~*~ dishonesty - close-minded people - judgmental people - hot weather - waiting for anything - being depressed - dealing with social anxiety - people who just sit behind closed doors & let their life pass them by ~*~

~*~ travel - shopping (in real life & online) - photography - road trips - being pampered - reading ~*~