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Apr 07 2012, 6:48 pm / Disappointed

Feeling a bit rubbish, despite having a lovely night with my man.. had a few drinks and talked and watched a band and stuff.

I used to enjoy the rare times I would allow myself to drink whilst on these meds but now I just want to be at home no matter what. Even when I was at my worst a few drinks would take it away, but not anymore. I just got home and my mind feels like it's stuck on a one way road of bad thoughts.

Urgh, feels like a pointless blog but Darrens head is in Star Trek and I need someone to talk to.



My Comments

From: onestrongwoman
Apr 08 2012, 12:54 am
No it doesn't sound like a pointless blog. You are needing someone to talk to that understands how you feel. I think I know how you feel. I used to love to go out, but not so much anymore. I would rather relax at home. Now when my Daughter is home I can take her to her events and be fine, but not when I'm home alone. I think when you say that the few drinks used to take the feeling away, and now it doesn't is a sign that drinking isn't a cure. Don't give into the fact of drinking to get that "take away" feeling. You'll then get into some trouble, and not only have anxiety you'll have a drinking problem too. It's not worth it. I hope this helps, and you find the comfort your looking for in the group tonight. Take care, and you can message me if you need a ear to listen.

onestrongwoman


From: am3ient
Apr 07 2012, 9:01 pm
what meds are you on? your probably just feeling a little bit pants and the beer brought it up to the surface, im sure you will bounce back tomorrow ;)

am3ient