Apr 07 2012, 6:48 pm / Disappointed
Feeling a bit rubbish, despite having a lovely night with my man.. had a few drinks and talked and watched a band and stuff.
I used to enjoy the rare times I would allow myself to drink whilst on these meds but now I just want to be at home no matter what. Even when I was at my worst a few drinks would take it away, but not anymore. I just got home and my mind feels like it's stuck on a one way road of bad thoughts.
Urgh, feels like a pointless blog but Darrens head is in Star Trek and I need someone to talk to.