Anxiety

funny or scary

all but I like a lot of metal and punk

don't read much cause I'm dyslexic .. sure I should read as much as possible and work through it because it would boost the way I feel about myself but I give up easily when it comes to things like that

As you can tell I have problems with anxiety ... they vary from simple problems of going to the mall all the way to skipping college classes to the point where I was forced to drop out so I didn't fail out I try and mask my problems by being overly talkative so people don't think I have a problem but it just makes me feel even worse about the situation and I end up being worse off it even drives me not to go to work at times because I am afraid of certain things

understanding people friendly people like me I don't know the thought of living life to the fullest ... well one day hopefully living it to the fullest because right now I know I'm not

people who stare .. people who can't look past my insecurity ... a lot of things

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