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Sep 19 2008, 8:29 am / Other

i sometimes wonder if i am talented in anyway and then i remember ....im very good at being pathetic.. im talented at the art of........being abso f@cking pathetic.........i hate myself sometimes....why anyone would want to be with me i have no f@cking idea.......i feel like scratching all my skin off.........i disgust myself....im soo pathetic.....i dont self harm any more and havent for years but ......no i wont but im a f@cking head f@ck......im way too emotional....way too sensitive...way too insecure...way too insecure........way too much for any man to put up with for any length of time......

My Comments

From: fairygal
Sep 30 2008, 12:31 pm I could've written this post not long ago myself. HUGS

From: Wien
Sep 19 2008, 3:26 pm Talented at being pathetic. I think it goes for all of us. That was a pretty funny thing to say if you laugh at it: maybe you're good at being funny too. Clowns are funny arn't they?

From: mirrorpeople
Sep 19 2008, 11:02 am we all feel that way ur not alone it hard to deal with i know it sucks sorry if ur having a real bad time with it specifically now.as far as a man putting up with u were not that complex for it to bother dont worry were pretty simple minded if u feel like ur driving a guy nuts just say look and when he turns to look and we will because were simple remember just put a pizza and a good movie we like in front of us when we turn back and well forget everything that happen in the last 2 hours

From: LindsyPants
Sep 19 2008, 9:37 am ditto.... i hate myself.... however, i do adore you. hugs