Donnahappyclown             
 


Aug 09 2008, 6:33 am / Other

part of me feels like curling up into a ball, curling up into a ball and waiting for something to strike me down dead. 

ive just started a wonderful relationship yet still the spectre of depression has to raise its ugly head, it has to fight with me, it really pisses me off.

i swear to god im as mad as a hatter, when i die id like to have experiments done on my brain, im sure itll show that im really deficiant in some areas..

what is wrong with me?

 



My Comments

Aug 09 2008, 5:21 pm

Nothing is wrong w/ you pretty lady. Take small steps to do things you are uncomfortable doing and get up out of that ball and make your body move. Who cares where you go, it doesn't matter. Smile through the pain. Laugh when you want to cry. Surround yourself w/ things you love. Take deep breaths and do something to distract you, even for just a few moments. Rebuild the confidence I see in your picture, a little at a time. Don't expect miracles, just glimmers of hope.

 Did you know that you cannot have a negative and a positive thought at the same time? It is impossible.

You are in my thoughts and prayers.



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