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Jul 20 2008, 8:52 am / Frustrated
my stomach is churning at the thought of it,ever since i set eyes upon the sexy physical intervention tutor the other week i cant stop thinking about it....sex sex sex!ok, hes married so its a no go with him...their are a couple of guys that have the hots for me in a very obvious way...i could throw caution to the wind and unleash the passion within with one of those guys...but id regret it. im not desperate for a relationship but dont do one night stands....[although if the lead singer with the red hot chilli peppers came along with his friend juliet lewis , i may have to revise that decision]lol! Went to a party [of sorts] last night...i stayed for the night as it was at a good friends house...she had a male friend staying,,,he liked to smoke [weed] so we had a smoke and talked for hours, and god was i feeling some feelings! id had a few glasses of wine 2, thats a lethal combination...he was def up for it....their was such a strong feeling in the air.....he was a gentleman...and we didnt kiss, or touch i n any way. i remember thinking, im feeling so sexual i could do it with you right now....but i was also thinking....it would be a big mistake to do anything at all, i dont know you...im sure you look good cause of the alcohol.....i dont do one night stands. in the morning there was still something in the air but it was a good feeling and no regrets....hes not my type but a nice guy.....im glad i have self control even at my most frustrated.! i do apologi se for going on about it lol....its sending me a bit loony...more than usual...lol...
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