Ride Out The Wave...
dcstranger Male
30 years old
Ontario, California
United States

[ 4000+ ]

Job: Artist
Smoke: No
Drink: No
Religion: Other
Orientation: Straight
Dating status: N/A
MEMBER SINCE: Dec 09 2009, 5:02 am
STAR SIGN: Capricorn
LAST LOGIN: Jun 16 2015, 11:18 am

I have been struggling with Agoraphobia,Depression,Social Anxiety and Panic Attacks for a little over 8 years.


Just a simple soul...
With each reach and each tear,
struggling to escape this hole,
Lost for some time, broken.
The crushing weight of pain,
endless pain.
I'm gentle around aggressive forces,
Didn't have much of a chance,
God said look up...
and the Devil said get him.
Anxiety, The Invisible battle...
Words fail to express this isolation,
My own worst enemy.
Stuck on repeat...
Each day brings the cage,
Forces the Tears...
Causes the Panic,
The Anger,
The suffering.
I want to give up...
Defiant and stubborn I fight.

I became insane, with long intervals of horrible sanity.
Edgar Allen Poe..

Judgmental People.
Loud noises.
Hot Weather.
Attention Seekers.
This big brother bullsh*t that's going on in our government...
Prejudice people.
Denial of observation.
Misplaced aggression.


dcstranger has 10 friend(s)

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From: Kirah
Jan 09 2015, 8:28 pm
Wishing you the best this new year.


From: Kirah
Oct 30 2014, 12:37 am
Thank you for reading my blog. You need to keep fighting too.


From: Ange85
Oct 01 2014, 4:01 pm
That is hot ! I can't imagine. Lol i'm glad you had a good weekend and its good you got out :) Do you have the halloween costume finished yet? Mine was ok and uneventful also lol. Just got things done around the house, read and drank some


From: Ange85
Sep 15 2014, 11:50 am
I'm sorry to hear that and hope it gets better for you. I know how that goes. Yes, it's good to keep busy and keep your mind off of anxiety and difficult when theres not much to do. I have just been home and doing the homemaker thing lol. I'm bored often also ;) How was your weekend?


From: Ange85
Sep 02 2014, 1:02 pm
Thank you and you do the same :-) How have things been with you?