Ride Out The Wave...
dcstranger Male
30 years old
Ontario, California
United States

[ 4000+ ]

Job: Artist
Smoke: No
Drink: No
Religion: Other
Orientation: Straight
Dating status: N/A
MEMBER SINCE: Dec 09 2009, 5:02 am
STAR SIGN: Capricorn
LAST LOGIN: Nov 14 2015, 2:02 am

I have been struggling with Agoraphobia,Depression,Social Anxiety and Panic Attacks for a little over 8 years.


Just a simple soul...
With each reach and each tear,
struggling to escape this hole,
Lost for some time, broken.
The crushing weight of pain,
endless pain.
I'm gentle around aggressive forces,
Didn't have much of a chance,
God said look up...
and the Devil said get him.
Anxiety, The Invisible battle...
Words fail to express this isolation,
My own worst enemy.
Stuck on repeat...
Each day brings the cage,
Forces the Tears...
Causes the Panic,
The Anger,
The suffering.
I want to give up...
Defiant and stubborn I fight.

I became insane, with long intervals of horrible sanity.
Edgar Allen Poe..

Judgmental People.
Loud noises.
Hot Weather.
Attention Seekers.
This big brother bullsh*t that's going on in our government...
Prejudice people.
Denial of observation.
Misplaced aggression.

My journal :)


the place where you will find me the most :)


dcstranger has 10 friend(s)

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From: bucky1
Oct 19 2015, 7:39 pm
Hey there thanks and hope you are doing awesome


From: Kirah
Jan 09 2015, 8:28 pm
Wishing you the best this new year.


From: Kirah
Oct 30 2014, 12:37 am
Thank you for reading my blog. You need to keep fighting too.


From: Kirah
Jul 31 2014, 1:00 pm
Thank you! I'm having a decent week I guess. This week went by really fast. Thank God!!

I hope you are doing well.


From: delane
Jul 31 2014, 9:40 am
Glad to hear from ya, hun! Seems like a roller coaster ride, here....of sorts, anyway. But, could always be worse...i know.
Hang in there, hun!! ***hugs***