Ride Out The Wave...
dcstranger Male
31 years old
Ontario, California
United States

[ 4000+ ]

Job: Artist
Smoke: No
Drink: No
Religion: Other
Orientation: Straight
Dating status: N/A
MEMBER SINCE: Dec 09 2009, 5:02 am
STAR SIGN: Capricorn
LAST LOGIN: May 20 2016, 3:19 pm

I have been struggling with Agoraphobia,Depression,Social Anxiety and Panic Attacks for a little over 8 years.


Just a simple soul...
With each reach and each tear,
struggling to escape this hole,
Lost for some time, broken.
The crushing weight of pain,
endless pain.
I'm gentle around aggressive forces,
Didn't have much of a chance,
God said look up...
and the Devil said get him.
Anxiety, The Invisible battle...
Words fail to express this isolation,
My own worst enemy.
Stuck on repeat...
Each day brings the cage,
Forces the Tears...
Causes the Panic,
The Anger,
The suffering.
I want to give up...
Defiant and stubborn I fight.

I became insane, with long intervals of horrible sanity.
Edgar Allen Poe..

Judgmental People.
Loud noises.
Hot Weather.
Attention Seekers.
This big brother bullsh*t that's going on in our government...
Prejudice people.
Denial of observation.
Misplaced aggression.

My journal :)


the place where you will find me the most :)


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From: harvey
Apr 21 2016, 8:02 am
Springsteen concert was really good. Glad I went. I don't get out much but won't miss the boss.


From: harvey
Apr 01 2016, 2:02 pm
What concerts have you been to? I'm going to see Springsteen on Sunday. I get nervous in large crowds but can't pass up the opportunity to see the band.


From: harvey
Feb 22 2016, 8:43 pm
Hi, how have you been?


From: harvey
Jan 20 2016, 7:06 am
It is definitely more affordable in this part of the country. Texas has a lot of opportunities. Just have to get used to the weather. :)


From: Kirah
Oct 30 2014, 12:37 am
Thank you for reading my blog. You need to keep fighting too.