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Amelie, the Departed, Everything is Illuminated, Americano, American Beauty... I like good quality movies)

Pink Floyd, Stone Temple Pilots, Foo Fighters, Depeche Mode, Cafe: Zen, Del Mar, electronic music, smooz jazz...

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well, I'm here. So that means something...)
To be honest I'm not sure what's wrong with me..but I know there's got to be something wrong considering the environment I grew up in and life choices I've made (want to make) and those "urges" that are so hard to control sometimes...
I'm guessing I'm somewhere on some "border"... but I never got officially tested;)..

I like variety, change of scenery, new affairs:), a little "edge", but also comfort of cozy home, control over events rationality and closeness to one person (kinda conflicting isn't it:)?

I don't think I like myself very much... Although if you saw me, you'd never tell... I'm attractive and positive and "project confidence" and really have nothing to wine about but that's a very thin layer... on top of some serious damage...

I don't like "posing" for others, and others "posing" for me.

Also I hate when I get too hung up on what others may think of me... It's so annoying and keeps me from getting closer to people - I think too much:).

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