Anxiety

Mar 02 2008, 11:21 am

Oh my, I understand what you feel, I have had several serious suicide attempts, not cry for helps so please don’t anyone try to throw that in my face. Even failing to do that drags my mood lower, yet another thing I can not do properly. I am a total failure that is wasting earths resources for those who want to and enjoy living.

 

The grey skies of life camouflage what started to be a good day.

You feel misunderstood and find no solace, you're full of dismay.

 

The constant chatter around may be high on the decibel count

But the words they are saying, well you might as well discount

 

You've bared your soul and let your emotions run free

And to what damn result, there's no good that you can see

 

The computer screen sends out its bright electrical light

All that runs through your mind is a whole load of trite.

 

At the clock on the shelf do you eyes just stare?

As the hands sweep so slowly your life you despair

 

A push of the button and the monitor's shine fades away

You trudge up the stairs and think what a crap f@cking day

 

Laid in bed but no sleep, the mind it won't clear

All that keeps rebounding it's the next dawn that you fear

 

You fall, if you can call it that, into a shallow sleep

The restless body throws the bed sheets into a heap.

 

Awakened by the sun as it rises from the east

Another 24 hours and will probably be a beast.

Mar 01 2008, 6:46 pm

i know what youre saying darkpoet ,,they talk a loada sh*t sometimes ,i know its a cliche  but try to be posotive even if its in a negative way.

 

all the best m8    simon 

Mar 01 2008, 6:20 pm

i know right.  how can someone focus on the positive when it feels like there's nothing positive to focus on.