Hello Dear Brother, I read your blog just now and I feel great and deep compassion for you. The pain of feeling or of even knowing that there are people who are deliberately trying to hurt you, is horrible. Please email me and I'll try to talk to you and maybe together we can work this out or at least give you an outlet. I have to go to learn and pray right now but my email address is abrahamabbe@yahoo.com. I hope to be back in about an hour and twenty minutes and i'll check to see if you found this message and felt like answering. It's now 8:30 PM on Monday. Love