Dec 08 2011, 10:32 am / Anxious
Oh my goodness, I am so stressed right now, I don't know how I am going to get all this stuff done. I don't even know why I am on here when I should be trying to get stuff done, but this will only take a minute and I need to vent.
I have two really big finals tomorrow and there is no way I am going to be prepared in time. This might not seem like a big deal to a lot of people, but I feel like school is the only thing I am good at and Iget really frustrated and upset when I don't do as well as I know I could.
My husband has been physically ill for a while now. He gets these horrible stomach pains in the middle of the night. I feel so bad for him but there is really nothing I can do and I am a super light sleeper so if he's up then I am up and then I am usually tired during the day.
When my husband joined the military we had trouble selling our house so we ended up renting it out to this really nice couple. They have always been great with the payments and they let us know if they are going to be a little late. Well, now they are declaring bankruptcy and I am just hoping they can continue to make the payments, because we can only afford about two payments on our own if they don't pay us.
Then of course there is Christmas and all the craziness it brings. I haven't even started shopping yet because I have been so crazy bogged down with schoolwork and studying. Plus, we are still trying to figure out all our travel plans which is stressful, and then there's just the normal crazy family stuff that I dread every year as well.
I am having trouble focusing on studying. I get a little done and then I have to get up and move around for a while. Which would usually be fine, but I am feeling so much pressure to try to get as much studying done as I can before tomorrow. Ugh. Sorry for all the whining/pity party going on here, but I just feel like if one more thing happens I might literally scream. Sometimes it just gets to be too much. Thanks for listening.