bridgie101 Female
44 years old
New Zealand

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Job: Business
Smoke: No
Drink: Sometimes
Religion: Not Religious
Orientation: Straight
Dating status: Single
MEMBER SINCE: Nov 09 2013, 8:44 pm
STAR SIGN: Capricorn
LAST LOGIN: Apr 24 2014, 6:11 am

zombies, murder, mayhem. I like action, i like adventure. I have zero interest in drama or feelings type movies, i've had enough feelings to last a lifetime.

really liked jango unchained though, was last flick I saw. Quentin tarantino, blood and gore were superb. :D

anything and everything. really enjoying macklemore's thrift shop. total hoot.

terry pratchet and those reacher books. meaningless rubbish. I'm over the classics, waded through wuthering heights, vicar of wakefield, woman in white, etc etc etc in my youth and now I can't do it any more. gimme some light trash (no love scenes) and I'm good. Kids' adventure stories are great too. Kids books are underrated.

Apr 14 2014, 4:08 am
Apr 05 2014, 3:54 pm
Apr 04 2014, 9:05 pm
Mar 29 2014, 3:26 am

had a nervous breakdown 5 years ago, after a life without a real identity of my own. or at least, not a consciously known identity of my own. Finding that now. Forging that now. Have been through severe GAD and severe major depressive disorder, the GAD I think lasted a year and was truly horrific. Every minute of every day in a severe panic attack. Coming out the other side now. Still have some wobbles and mental hiccups, the brain still freewheels a bit but the drugs keep the anxiety attacks at bay and i'm healing, at last, at long long last.

chocolate. and chocolate.

also I like chocolate. rather fond of chocolate too. did I mention chocolate?

absence of chocolate. chocolack. unchocolate. chocolate free zones, non-chocolaet, ex-chocolate and empty chocolate boxes.

Also used chocolate wrappers.

Surviving. I'd like to think I'll get back into the stuff I used to enjoy but have no real idea if I will or not. The future is wide open, innit. :p

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Apr 18 2014, 5:45 am
Hey my little Kiwi friend, thanks for the tune. Do ya like Coldplay?


From: yudith
Apr 17 2014, 1:34 am
Wow you r lucky in my case i havent had a panic attack ever since i started to take my beta blockers. I hope it stays like that.


Apr 15 2014, 7:38 am


Apr 14 2014, 9:16 pm
Hi, thanks for reading my blog. I do participate in martial arts but an injury has sidelined it a bit. I'm still going just not as much.


From: yudith
Apr 13 2014, 2:07 pm
I really dont know what is causing my anxiety maybe baing away from home maybe because im new and im.afraid to fail i just dont know i just feel like i cant breathe and than my worse fears sets in. My worse fear is to stop breathing.