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tosh
By: tosh
Mood: Anxious
Date: Feb 22, 2013
Music: None


super anxious latley, thinking its because of not working and the stupid weather cant seem to make up its mind. and the hubbys health issues. ugh i hate this feeling like unrealistic feeling and it makes me cranky because i cant concentrate very good so when my kids start asking me quistions i get so cranky and then i feel horrible about it. i tell them what is going on tho and explain to them that its not them its me trying to concentrate on one of them at a time.

hubbys nose surgery is at 6 in the morning so we are staying at some friends house so we dont have to drive 3 hours in the snowy weather at 3 am... thank goodness we have some good friends because all the hotels were booked it was so stressfull. sorry im babling my anxiety is killing me.

baby is due in a month-month in half im so unprepared, really want to get my tubes tied but am too scared ill regret it later in life... but really dont want to have any more kiddos. and i cant do birth control it makes my body crazy. just dont know what to do anymore.


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From: sarah30uk
Feb 22 2013, 5:18 am
I don't have kids but my 13 year old niece lives with me and my parents, I find it very hard to connect with her when my anxiety is bad but yesterday she really surprised me, I said I felt ill and she says that's because you have work tomorrow and you know that that makes you feel ill but it's ok because you don't need to be scared of work because you are good at what you do and you've done it for a long time so you shouldn't worry about it. I was totally shocked because I really didnt think that she really noticed my anxiety. I think kids are very adaptable and I'm sure your kids understand or will understand as they are a bit older.
As for getting your tubes tied, that's a personal thing that only you can decide but as felicity said you can get it reversed. I asked the doctor for a hysterectomy (no periods yahhh) a few years back but he was like you are only 25 so what happens when you want kids? I love kids but definitely know I never want my own, if I changed my mind then I'd adopt anyway but I guess it is a pretty invasive surgery just to get rid of your period lol. Hope you feel better and good luck to your hubby!

sarah30uk