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morningstar
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Other
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Dec 17, 2008
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It was my 21st birthday on the 8th. What did I do? Went to my sister's house and played Grand Theft Auto 4 on her boyfriend's xbox360 all day while she played on World of Warcraft in the other room.
The day before, we had them and my grandma over for dinner. I guess thats as much birthday celebration as I can handle, I went up to my room well before they all left.
We're supposed to be going out to a pub for my sister's birthday tonight (yes, my parents managed to have two december kids). I really don't want to go. I know a lot of it is just avoidance and I might be okay once I got there, but I also know for certain that when I get home I'll feel terrible. I don't know if I'll go or not right now, it is so hard to make a decision.
I hate knowing that my family is disappointed with me. It could be worse, they're really very understanding. But theres just some things I cannot explain.
I just want to sleep. I wish they'd let me hibernate through winter. Wouldn't that be much better than getting drunk on my own in the dark?
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