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over it
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By:
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ponceluv3
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Mood:
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Tired
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Date:
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May 09, 2012
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Music:
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Bad Fish
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I remember hearing that your 30's are the time of your life, and that is when you really sink into your skin. I however turned 31 on April 30th, and havent had a decent nights worth of sleep that hasnt involved a raging panick attack since.  <~~~~ Yea this is me right now... sitting on the edge of my bed crying. Im trying not to wake the Hubby up because...well... he is sick of it. Who could blame him? Im freaking sick of this inner irrationalism! I wish I could be like I was 5 years ago. Sorry Im ranting. Sooo Ive noticed through the last five years my anxiety symptoms have morphed into different sypmtoms??? Has this happend to any of you?? When I first started with attacks I would have chest pains, shortness of breath, numbness in my extremities, but now lately its been shortness of breath, and the feeling of my throat closing, and heart racing... ughhhhhh
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