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morningstar
By: morningstar
Mood: Other
Date: May 23, 2010
Music: None


I dropped out of life.


I left school early,


backed away from old friends,


pushed away people who might love me.


I told myself I didn't deserve anything, didn't want anything except to feel nothing.


But I'm tired, I couldn't stay numb and I can't bear the paralysis of despair. So backed into a corner I chose to fight. I don't want praise or a pat on the back, my life is not so terrible and I am not so brave. I just want to believe that it is worthwhile and that I will not give up this time.


I'm sorry I have not been much help to others here.


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From: penny
May 23 2010, 1:59 pm
Im so glad that u have decided not to give up and that life was well worthwhile! I 2 suffered from those things u mentioned above HOWEVER i then realized there was so much life to live i wanted everything despite this darn anxiety so i got up and decided to make a feresh start HOWEVER its not weast having anxiety daily BUT life is well worth th estruggle with depression life is beautiful and awesome and the love u find along the way is even better. So as much as u dont want a pat on the back heres a GOOD FOR U!! to realize that u didnt want to give up! We can fight this anxiety together and win!!

penny