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is this possible?
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By:
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acusick71
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Mood:
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Curious
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Date:
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Nov 29, 2012
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None
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Is it possible to love someone so hard and so much that you seem to be pushing them away? I have been with my husband for 20 years and Ilove him more than anything, and i do get jealous of alot of things,,but only cause i love him,,,but he isnt the same way he just dont give a crap about anything so he says. A person cannot help how they feel about somone and I know in my heart that he and I are meant to be together forever,,,until you know what does its thing..lol i wont even say it. And when that someone in your life seems to be not so interested in you ( and i think it is because of what i am going through) it REALLY hurts. the thoughts that run through my mind on this subject arent very pretty and it has caused me to ask him straight out if i am losing him and he says no but dont actions speak louder than words? I just dont know he is my life and my love and it just hurts me to no end on how he cant understand what i am going through,,,i have tried to explain it all and just never good enough i guess, like everything else here lately not good enough,,,,no matter how hard i try to be better and happy it always bites me in the butt,,,,and i just want him to hold me tight and let me know that he fels the same as me but that wont happen, just dont know.......................
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