im so worried!!! :( sozzles*
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By:
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hannahbanana
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Mood:
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Anxious
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Date:
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Aug 17, 2012
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None
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today we visited apatients home during placemetn, and on our way back i was really tired so i had a nap while we ewre in the bus, when we got back to the hospital my suprvisor and another staff member were thanking the bus driver, but i didnt cos i felt awkward and i wasnt rly sure hwo i supposed to fit it in when they were all chatting during the bus jounery cos they all knew each toehr so well....anyway i jsut basically oopened the door when themini bus stopped and i didnt say anythign to the driver, but before i got off i asked m ysurpvisor if we need to take out the sparre equipmeent from the back of the van, and when i asked her ,either she didnt hear me or waht, but i repeated what i said, and she looked at me for a second and said yes person and the driver werer all looking at me, and i feel like my uspervisor was upset at me because i dint say think you to the driver, and they all thougth i was weird or awkward or soemthing i said bye to the driver when we all left and i think m ysupvisor was ahppy with that thne but i dont know gah i dont know , im jsut worried that icame acrossas rude cos i didnt say thanks to the driver but i wastn beign rude, and my mam says i wasnt gahh it was just a bit awkward ah i odnt know, i jsut odnt know what m y supvisor or anyone else thinks and i ll be goign to another persons hoem on tuesday so ill see him the driver again and i nvr know aht osay when im thre cos the others taff and them know each otehr so well and at the start i didt chat to him nd all, but he didnt rly want to chat so i stopped doing it a,d later on when he didn talk to me i didnt know what ot say so i just replied to him but i didnthave an actaul conversation with him cos i was rly tired and also i didnt know whatw her was up to :/
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