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i know it doesnt make sense to worry but I do....
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By:
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Cschirm4607
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Mood:
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Sad
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Date:
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Jan 28, 2012
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Music:
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None
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I drink a lot at night sometimes. I always hate it in the morning when the depression and anxiety hit me full force and so I usually drink again to get rid of it. I'm currently having a panic attack of sorts all because I contacted (via email while intoxicated) a family member (whom I havent met) asking if I could get my son into his martial arts academy for a discounted price. Its not even a big deal but im embarassed and feel full blown panic about it right now. The email isnt even bad (maybe a little chummy) but not bad. But i cant get it off my mind and feel like throwing up. I do this all the time. My husband doesnt understand because he doesnt have anxiety so he looks at me and literally says "calm down its not a big deal" but he just doesnt get it.
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