i just want the answers now
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By:
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tashajoan
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Mood:
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Don't know
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Date:
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Mar 20, 2011
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Music:
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None
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im just over not knowing what to do and always beening blank...... i just want to do what is best for my son and what is best for me but i dont kow what that is and i dont like not knowin i have tried so hard to work through all of my issues and work through how i feel about my partner but now i just dont know if i have made the rite choice by coming back with him or to leave him again i just want my life in a book and me to be able to skip a few pages to know i know he is trying and helping me through things but i dont know what he wants and because of my anxiety and him not wanting me to snap sometimes its like he walks on egg shells because of it and then im more happy when he is away then what i am when he is home and that shouldnt be it should be the other way around and the other thing is i dont know who iam any more i dont know what i want i dont know how to feel i dont know what to do and i just think i should be som much more but im not and i dont like feeling like this at all it hurts and is fustrating and i know i shouldnt put pressure on me but it feels like im the person that everyone wants me to be and not be myself and i dont like that im 25 years old and i dont know who i am that is something u find out once u leave school and u should know after u have a baby but i dont................
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