dread
I have to go to the dentist tomorrow. It might seem silly but I have a huge fear of going. Mostly because I don't know them, the lectures and well...I haven't been in a couple of years. I've put off so many appointments and finally kept myself motivated until today. It's 11 pm and I'm in "dread mode". I know I have to wake up and go. Dread makes a night seem like forever. I feel awful and everything seems dark. Trying to figure out if this is panic or just my anxiety.... 
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