anxiety and jobs.
So today my mother has a day off work. As usual it's time to hear a lecture from her about how i need to get a job, or get some help. Although I've suffered from anxiety for almost 4 years I've never got any help, and I'm quite against it...or afraid of it. I don't feel like anyone can help me, but i feel maybe I can work it out eventually on my own. I'm now 23 years old and I do realise I can't rely on my parents for much longer, so something has got to change quickly.
I think the dreadful jobs in warehouses played a big part towards my depression and anxiety, so I really cannot possibly work in one again. I left the last one as i couldn't handle the depression, anxiety and the boredom, so there's no way I'm going back.
I have tried many ideas of working from home, but none have yet turned out too good. I am willing to keep trying to become a freelance graphic designer as I love it so much!
On another note, It's nice to have found this place and I look forward to chatting to some of you!
P.S. This is the first blog entry i have ever written anywhere, so i hope i've used it correctly hehe.