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crysrb
By: crysrb
Mood: Other
Date: Jul 11, 2012
Music: None


I find myself in the same place I was two night ago, waiting. Last time did not end well and since hasnt gotten better. I have only gotten maybe 6 hours sleep in the past two nights together. I physically ache, not to mention the pain no one can see. I am so drained I feel like I am someone else. I try to be happy, look forward to things, smile, but something always rips me back to here. Sad, lonely, angry, hurt, crying, feeling completely out of control. I dont know how much more I can take before I just collaspe.


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From: omnicell
Jul 12 2012, 1:56 am


Iv'e learned through many years of this that its about fear.

I can feel the pain coming through the words...

Im sorry your going through all of this....



omnicell


From: Shelley5716
Jul 11 2012, 10:12 pm
Quiet down your world, and I promise, you will hear Me. Speaking to you. Guiding you. Loving you." God.


Hey hon, I am so very sorry its goin so rough for you ... u have my prayers and thoughts also. As Red said, we cant be there physically, but we are with u ... it is a place we all come to dwell ... for each other, in our hearts.

I wake up during the nite as well, but I lay there and pray. It helps me to be calm and fall back asleep. U are never alone.

I too have come to a point of seeing a dr, which is sometimes the way God helps us. He uses other's to help us. Make u an appt, soon. Please keep blogging. Talk it out.

I have yahoo messenger if u ever want to talk ... I can private messenger u with my details if u want. I am online every day.

Psalms 4:1

1 Answer me when I call to you,
my righteous God.
Give me relief from my distress;
have mercy on me and hear my prayer.

Psalms 3:5

5 I lie down and sleep;
I wake again, because the Lord sustains me.

Shelley5716