a change would do you good
At first I was so happy and excited about going back to work and having a new life. With the let downs and the way i programmed myself to think I let my happiness drain and dissapear. Life is supposed to be hard and challenging. Everything isnt meant to be easy. I let the way i was thinking change me. That only means that what you think influences your emotions. So I can still learn to think differently and who I am will change. Learning will never change.
I have to hang on and not let myself move me from what I want to achieve.