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What a mistake
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By:
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Raptorguy
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Mood:
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Anxious
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Date:
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Aug 04, 2012
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Music:
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None
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I made a mistake tonight. I decided that I would stay up until 3am doing some homework. Now I am laying in bed waiting for my depakote and klonopin to kick in. I'm so tired that I feel a little on the shaky side. I hate this feeling. I have to wake up in three hours to take my final dose of vancocin. I'll be so happy to get this sh*tty antibiotic over with. I have felt like crap the whole time I have been taking it. And since I have been feeling like crap, my anxiety has been through the roof. I made the dumb mistake of going off of my depakote when I started taking this antibiotic because it constantly made me feel like I was intoxicated. The reason why this was such a dumb mistake is that I did not speak to my psychiatrist about it before I did it and the last couple days have sucked because I keep hearing from everybody that I should never go off my meds without speaking to them first. Well no sh*t!! I knew that already but they would have just told me that I needed to stick it out and that wouldn't have been any fun. As you can tell if you look through these blogs often, I have been writing quite a few lately. It has helped me to relieve some of the hellish anxiety that I have been going through on a day to day basis. Well I hope everyone has a great day! I have a bunch of homework to do when I wake up so I better try to get some sleep. Take it easy everyone and have an anxiety free day!
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