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Truth is good enough

omnicell
By: omnicell
Mood: Other
Date: Jan 21, 2013
Music: None


Ive been hanging with a friend of mine. He has a car... I don't, I walk everywhere or bike... ; exercise...


He's been in the meetings 19 years.. he's been in prisons for many years, and knows the ins and outs of the con world. He also knows the ins and outs of the cons at the meetings...


We talking about many things... We came to the conclusion that all people in general at the meetings we used to attend are master manipulators and cons.. there goal is to con...


We discussed episodes he had faced with accusations, We discussed the girl at the meetings that I fell in love with. he know her well...


Final conclusion concerning our ventures at these meetings: we had be conned in full intent and direction.


No one will escape!, I made the mistake of thinking someone was different at the meetings; no such thing. He had made the mistake of showing to much of himself to the wrong people...


The point is... No one at the meetings had any feelings for us, in one direction or the other... The girl that played me created a classic con that lasted almost 8 months and in typical fashion ended in her personality suddenly switching. Her new Sociopathic boy friend suddenly appeared.... And I was through... Luckily I saw all this coming and cut out early... this did catch her by surprise, I remember the look on her face.


My friend almost got kicked out on false accusations.


The point. the people in these meetings served a purpose to keep me alive. And it worked. However, if you are going to have personal relationships, I suggest going else where. The people in these meetings have allot of hate and contempt at times. They are willing to destroy others for the excitement.. -Horrible and sick as it is, and its very sad. They are good, they are the best...


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I spent the last several days with a friend that God has brought back to me.


Im still waiting and working on my clothing and organization of rooms... Cleaning!


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Meeting people is very difficult, its slowly developing.


Anxiety occurs when I attempt to come from the deeper self, into the outer world. I have many many defenses that go off...